22 August 2011

slowly but surely

...getting better. I have a lot more energy than before, and I'm not sleeping so much that I suffer the same effect. While I'm getting better, I think I'm pushing it too fast, still. I've jumped into activities but I have this habit of doing things to their extreme for one moment to the next. Anyway, I just have to train myself to live a balanced day.

I've been taking Kimiko around places to get acclimated to Baltimore. Most of it involved moving and shopping. It was a good change of pace for me. I even got the chance to watch Captain America. It was okay, not as good as a former-comic-fanatic would have wanted it to be. Especially because Chris Evans played the Human Torch. How could someone possibly be two superheroes? That's simply not fair.

Met up with some SUA people after 3 months. To be frank, it was a bit awkward, but maybe not simply because of my hiatus. There were some fresh grads moving into DMV area and their presence changed the entire dynamic of our get-together. So much energy, I couldn't keep up.

Present from Eppon. It's a earphone splitter.
She told me to get a gf so I can actually make use of this.


Been finding that I've been getting a bit cynical. Need to have more fun, which doesn't necessarily mean partying, but just appreciating every moment. Need more daimoku. And.. I just want to play some basketball!

Start work tomorrow :)

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  2. i totally understand the awkwardness.
    makes me feel old...er.

    do you ever feel like ideas in your brain are cancerous and that they grow unwillingly inside you head. i do.

    i miss playing ball with you.

    good luck at work!

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  3. Yeah, at times I don't know if I feel awkward if its because I've outgrown that energy or if its because I've just become boring.

    What kind of 'cancerous' ideas are you talking about? I certainly do feel like cynicism takes over more often than not, now.

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